Wednesday, May 4, 2016

I know

Motivational speaking!
I have to give that a try 
It fits
Here we go!

Friday, April 22, 2016

from journal from at Joseph's!



I was fried! 
But the idea what right!


 

Justin briber-love me

Sucker for love
Sent from above
Do no wrong 
I love you
Love me! 
Kiss me 
Miss me 
Tell me what I want to hear!! 

Thursday, April 21, 2016

cuckoo

This fucking episode is insane!!!!!
Haha 
It's the ecstasy episode!!! 
Omg since I know what happens I'm like dying inside of laughter
😜

Monday, April 18, 2016

I tattooed myself!!

So I'm laying here in bed. 
Got my reaper tattooed on me today!!!
And I tattooed myself!!
And it didn't hurt!!
Wow 
Life is fun 
And weird
Like I literally just broke up with someone I literally totally thought I was falling for
Then all the sudden my mind changed 
He wasn't all that I saw in him 
I see so much potential is everyone 
I think maybe I feel before I can hear 
Wether people see it or not I am pulling back the reins in areas of me 
Always trying to be a better me 
😃😜

Wednesday, April 13, 2016

it's been too long!

Haven't been on here in a little while!
Honestly because I met Ty 
He is so amazing! 
I never thought I would have this kind of love 
I accepted that I may be alone my whole life 
But now I am now
I have a man!!! 
I feel complete
If I die tomorrow 
I will die a happy woman 
I did more than I could even say! 
I wish hope dream one day people will see the beautiful world that I see
Fuck my life is so beautiful! 
Magical!!
I have everything I need!!! 
I just have to work hard not to lose it all again!!
There is only up from here!!!!


I love you Ty!!!!


 

Sunday, March 27, 2016

goal

The least amount of words with the most amount of meaning

...

One day it's clear 
It all makes sense
That day was yesterday for me
My life is gonna be incredible
There is no other option

Saturday, March 26, 2016

:)

...I have an idea

what guides you?

Everything people say
Everything people do
Everything you have to overcome 
A better life
Your dreams 
THE MUSIC❤️

hmm...

I thought God was maybe a drug delusion....
I turned away from him like the plague.
What's real?
Whose there?

enough said...



 

the storm has gone...

And the sky is clear
My mind is right
My heart is full 
My sketchbooks are full
Just filling in the spaces I left blank 
I REALLY hope this makes sense
FUCK IT  I'm gonna give it my all
It's all I've got

Wednesday, March 23, 2016




 

life..

The thing with life. Well my life at least I feel like sometimes things happen that upset you it's inevitable but it's how you handle those situations that really make the world of different. I mean of course greif about it! Sometimes fucked up things happen be upset about it! But don't stay upset for to long that's the key. It seems like the universe has a way or working everything out. It's crazy. 

Monday, March 21, 2016

weighing on my heart..

I'm feeling feelings that I really shouldn't. It feels good but sounds so bad!! I'm so confused! Why can't it be simple?! I'll see where this goes...I mean I definatly like to  disrupt the norm

just a thought...

It hurts when I get all excited about my drawings and people get worried. It's like I'm great and happy and I'm working 6 days and paying bills. Keeping things together. I kinda feel like people kind of feel a little overwhelmed by how excited and passionate I get once I am talking about my journals and art....because I have an out if this world imagination. That's what means something to me! I dunno just a thought...

Saturday, March 19, 2016

oh my gosh

I am feeling something that sounds bad but feels natural.... 
This is one I'll probably take to my grave!! 


one day

This is one of the ones that doesn't have a super crazy story behind it ... 
but to me this picture is just me wanting to be in a song or a song about me 
It would just mean so much! It wouldn't even have to be with a boyfriend it could be from a friend. That is just a loving gesture that I dream about. Hmm....hopefully one day :)


 

oh quick thought!

I'm sure everyone has heard this...

A picture is worth a thousand words

That just inspired me! That's what I decided to create :)